Catch 22

Jesus was a fool: An idiot who thought that he was the son of God, a Pussy who believed that Peace and Love were power, a moron who fought to simplify the complex, and some self-important narcissist who thought that he could change the world . . . and they killed him for it. And his all powerful father, (God of heaven and earth) let him Die. And still nothing has changed. So how smart is that?

I use to be Devout. I use to be righteous. I use to pray that God would make me more Like him; I use to hope that someday I would embody the example and be like Christ in the world; I use to turn the other cheek, pray for my enemies, and act like the mysterious wind upon the water: passive, strange, and beautiful . . . but I'm a fucking Genius and I'm thinking maybe Jesus didn’t have such a good idea.

I'm not sure Deity is quite the right path. One of my biggest problems is that I think I’m too good. And I am. I’m fucking AMAZING! I'm so Fucking Beautiful I even Have the Tattoo. And there is legal documentation that proves that I'm smarter than you. And as far as spirituality goes, I’ve got that in the bag. I'm saved; I'm a fundamental Practicing Christian who rarely ever lies; I have a darkly painted history that makes me empathize with sin; and such an acute awareness of my own frailties and attributes that when I balance them out . . . and hold them to an evolved perception of a Unitarian concept of a non-dualistic “ALL Loving” God who is part of, and greater than, a humanistic logic based ideal; I already know that my soul has been guaranteed.

Imagine what it feels like to know that you are never wrong; that your thoughts, your actions, and even your emotional tirades are Gold? And on top of that you’re pretty?

I'm a Fucking God! I'm the Second Coming of Christ. I am a Revelation! The Spirit made Fire and Flesh! I'm Jesus with a new Name. Fuck That! I am Corey!

But you don’t have to read The Bible to know what that means… (See there I go again assuming you’re my equal; you’re not, so let me explain) The second coming of Christ is also the Apocalypse: The destruction of everything that is. Or everything I care about, which is all that really matters anyway. For two truths cannot exist at once. Because when you are God, YOUR will be done . . . and there can only be one God. You see God and Life are synonymous. Duality creates conflict; and conflict creates destruction; and destruction creates chaos; and chaos bleeds entropy; and entropy eventually must come to an end. “Do not eat from the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil.”

God can only be singular.

That’s where Jesus Got it Wrong. That’s where the message Got Lost. Jesus wasn’t God; He was a Sinner, an Idiot, and a Fool. He was flawed and limited and flesh. He was a Dumb-ass Martyr who tried to do his Best. And like a retarded six years old finally thrown into the real world, he had to learn the hard way that his best wasn’t good enough.

There is no power in being like Jesus. There is no gift in being touched by the divine. Nothing is accomplished by being Passive, and Caring and Kind; No change in being a Prophet. No hope in knowing God. No insight in seeing the pattern of proverbs and parables and metaphors. No reason to believe in two realities . . . because Love does not live beyond Death. Jesus was the son of God. He was Love manifest into Flesh. Jesus was the Human Messiah: The Prince of Peace, and the Light of the World. Jesus was a beautiful noble man who thought himself God; and to prove him wrong, they broke his Body, damned his Soul, and corrupted his incorruptible Word.

I’d rather be a Fool.